I keep hoping it's you, but it never is....

Every time I get a glint of hope, when I hear a knock at the door or when I get a new message, it's never you.... When you're in my dreams at night and it seems so real and then I wake up and you're not there... I can try not to care, but I know I always will.... There's no denying a love like this..... I wish you didn't put me in state of such bliss.. I wish I didn't feel like I was flying every time we kissed... My body would get so ecstatic just feeling you near me, you were like an adrenaline rush.... Your presence made me high...